Big Brother: I

Well I have to admit, I am an addict of Big Brother. Each year I psyche myself up for the new edition, scouring forums a week before for new rumours and glimps' of the house. I know, it's sad and I really should get out more, but it is cleverly edited and always keeps me entertained so why not? I give in to most of my temptations, why not this?

So far it has been the best Big Brother so far. Yeah, two three housemates have gone so far, but that adds to the quality of the show! Plus the developing characters and on-screen bitchiness is always a plus point.

Sam (new housemate) seems the best in there. She's the most entertaining, bar Pete who is always hilarious when he's in the diary room, and is someone who I can relate to. PLEASE DO NOT THINK I WANT TO DILUTE MY MASCULINITY, THIS IS NOT THE CASE! I am fine with who I am and what I've become and in no way do I want to be a woman. It's the fact that I can relate to her/him/it. She has a certain temperament that I admire so much, but I'm not sure whether she does it out of scaredness, instability or to boost her self confidence, but she openly admits to being a transvestite. We all have our little secrets, and I have mine along with other ones sitting right beside it, and for her to come out with it so easily and effortlessly is something I wish I could do. No amount of alcohol or other stimulant would ever make me be so upfront, not at this point in my life anyway. Certain barriers stand in my way which soon I wish to break down. Hopefully this blog can help me with that?

Anyway, back to the important topic of Big Brother. I liked Lisa, she was something different but now I think her priorities need to be concrete and not keep faffing about between Pete and the plastics. PETE DOESN'T LIKE YOU, get used to it. Lea, she's a tough cookie and brings moral values to the house, she may look like a vain bitch and have a mouth dirty enough to be cleaned twice with the dettol, but at least she's down to earth. Grace and Imogen need to stop flaunting their looks to gain attention, and then disprove the fact that they're not playing up to the cameras. Sezer also should stop pretending to act like he is a game player when in fact he just looks like a desperate puppy. Yes, the sadness of my life is creeping up on me. I shall have to now brainwash myself with Lost, though I'm sure the writers make it up as they go along - anyone else agree?